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Say it

2012-02-09T23:54:00.002+08:00

Instead of telling yourself

"Not to do this, Not to do that"

"Should not do this, should not do that",

Make it the opposite,

I will do this, I will do that.

For example,

"I should stop slacking." - No, you shouldn't tell that to yourself.

But you should say,

"I will be hardworking." - Yes, you should say this instead of that.

Screw it

2012-02-04T01:49:00.002+08:00

Screw the resolution.

I'll make my list for year 2012 as I'm walking towards 2013.

List:

#1. Octopus inspires me. I want 20% of his smartness, out-going-ness, mature-ness, awesome-ness

#2. Gong Xi inspires me too. I want 20% of his determination.

Spending time talking to Octopus or just listening to him talking really makes me feel better and normal.

Seriously, "these" are Saggy personalities. (Not all but some..)

I mean like, wtf?! How come I don't know so much about myself?

我...

2012-02-04T01:05:00.001+08:00

那些年...

不，

是那些天...

我都很期待...

得空的那一天...

不知道

2012-02-04T00:57:00.001+08:00

我

你

他

都不知道

想法

需求

要求

念头

概念

情绪

Stress

2012-01-29T00:48:00.002+08:00

Stress is kicking in.

Seriously kicking in.

I still have so much to study.

I still have so much tutorial to catch up.

Damn. This feeling sucks!

I hate it I really hate it!

I hate to choose between studies and dance.

F this

What I do

2012-01-18T22:12:00.003+08:00

I dance, it is because dancing makes feel better about myself.

I train, it is because training allows me to build strength at the same time endure "the pain".

I sing, it is because singing allows me to sing my heart out.

I run, it is because running makes me feel bad about myself and I'll push myself harder.

These are the things I like to do when I'm feeling down..

Not forgetting that I like to see night sceneries when I'm feeling down.

I walk during the night, it is because it makes me feel calm and want to cry at the same time.

I enjoy long hot showers because I want the water to wash away my worries and thoughts.

I cry in the rain or in the shower because nobody knows that I shed a tear, including myself.

I listen to songs when I'm down, it's because every lyrics meant how I feel.

I tend to hurt myself just for the people that I care because I want the best for them.. :)

Problem

2012-01-15T22:47:00.003+08:00

I have a problem that I have to admit.

I really have this big problem about self-confidence.

You can say that I don't have confidence in myself at all.

I don't believe my abilities.

I don't believe my talent.

I don't believe what I'm capable of.

I don't believe in myself.

Even when it comes to relationships, works, dance, clubs or anything,

I always think that someone else are better than me, and doubt myself that I'm the best for it..

Every time seeing you with her,

I feel that you two should be together.

Cause, I think she's better for you.

And also I want the best for you. :)

Don't, For the sake

2012-01-12T22:27:00.001+08:00

Don't

Do for the sake of doing it.

Don't

Do for the sake of pleasing other people.

Don't

Say for the sake of saying it.

Don't

Say for the sake of pleasing other people.

Dislike

Year 2012

2012-01-01T00:23:00.002+08:00

Year 2012, I have A MUST DO LIST and New Year Resolution :D

MUST DO LIST:

1. Have confident in myself

2. Be Decisive

3. Self-Motivated

4. Optimistic!

5. At least Win a Medal for Dancesport Competition

6. Join Dancesport Competition

7. Get Distinction for Diploma in Economics

New Year Resolution:

1. Involved in Dance / Theatre Production

2. Get Good Results

3. Spend more time with my love ones

4. Go Taiwan Holiday after Finals

5. Be one of the Dance Clubs committees

6. Gain experiences

7. Push myself into higher level in dance

8. Work after Finals

9. Maintain Relationship

10. Improve English

That's for now, But I'm pretty sure there'll be changes throughout the whole year :)

Year 2012, I don't care if it's a final year or another year,

I WILL MAKE IT A BETTER YEAR!! :D

Jia You Jia You Jia You!!

Happy New Year!

2011-12-31T23:49:00.002+08:00

This is going to be a quick post.

2011 been a good year.

Not too bad nor too good.

Things that I didn't achieve in Year 2011:

1. Involved in a Theatre Production

2. Take up Advanced 1 Ballet Exam

3. Read at least a book per month

4. Write Diary

5. Maintain a Relationship

6. Making more new close friends

7. Go Beyond limits

Things that I achieved in Year 2011:

1. Went to Australia and gave Yoon a BIG surprise!

2. Became a Ballet teacher

3. Worked in Admin Department in a Company

4. Learned Various dances (Salsa, Jive, Chacha, Contemporary, Jazz)

5. Involved in a Dance Concert

6. Joined Dance ClubS

7. Studying overseas

8. Not having Home Sick

9. Independent

10. Test 1 results good except Econs

11. Spend less than RM500 on watching Theatre shows

12. Hardcore in studies when I want to (I should keep this up!)

13. More Serious in things I do, in other words, More Focus

14. Performed Dancing with expressions and intention (It's a whole new level)

15. Something I know ;)

First of all, thank you to those who supported me throughout the whole year :)

There's ups and downs. But I'm glad that things were better :)

Thank "you" for being there for me when I needed someone in Singapore.

Though I pushed you away very hard and yet you still come back to me..

I really really have to thank you for that. :)

Year 2012 will be another great year ahead!

LMF! You have to Gambateh and make yourself a better person! :D

;)

2011-12-23T00:40:00.001+08:00

My life is different with you around :)

Learning..

2011-12-14T00:54:00.001+08:00

I'm still learning..

Life is full of colours and also not forgetting black and white.

I'm still learning to differentiate the colours..

Okay, That's random. Haha

The End of the Ride

2011-12-01T17:42:00.002+08:00

I thank you very much for being patient with me.

Thank you so much with the things you taught me.

I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you always.

Thank you for the ride.

It was a pleasant and wonderful ride.

I hope we will still keep in touch as good friends like we used to do.

May your upcoming journey be a great one!

Terima Kasih ODK :)

糟糕

2011-11-26T10:22:00.002+08:00

吃不下

睡不着

没精神

跟不上

睡眠不足

膝盖受伤

浪费时间

读不下书

有做练习，但还不够

脑袋没什么休息

睡不着时，就开始读书

读了书但却不明白，进不了头脑

最讨厌背死书

考试快到了

我还没开始温习

我，自己找来的

[:

2011-11-11T23:35:00.003+08:00

I need more time to think things through.

You're right.
Family comes first.
No matter what happens, the barrier within your family members will not be there.

Then, the other person you care most comes second.
That person should accompany you through up and down.
I.. haven't really been there for that particular person.
Shall try putting in effort.

Thirdly, here comes the years of besties.. (Can I put them second?)
Personally, I'll prefer to put them second. :)
I have this nature of caring for them more.. (Maybe to you it's not a nature..)
Cause as long as they're happy, I'm satisfy too :]
I don't mind being "enola", am used to it. :)
I enjoy being a side visitor and watch how things goes by..
Well.. yeah.. :]
Kan Dao Zi Ji Zai Yi de Ren Dai Zhe Xiao Rong He Ren Jia Hen Kai Xin, Wo Yi Xin Man Yi Zu.
Wo, Zhen De Bu Jie Yi.. :]

Well, I think that's about it.
I'll try to spend more time and work things out.. :)

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2011-11-11T00:28:00.001+08:00

Decision Making.

Me no Like.

:]

2011-11-10T00:12:00.001+08:00

No passengers will stop at this bus stop for long.

It's better this way..

S-T-O-P

2011-11-08T22:52:00.003+08:00

Stop Feeling Stress Young Lady..

It doesn't solve any problem but add on to your problems.

Not forgetting to STOP eating when feeling stress.

It only allows you to run away from problem.

Now, Have to pick up your feet start walking and pick up the mess!

Nope

2011-11-03T14:09:00.002+08:00

I'm not going to drop a tear.

Not worth it.

It's a small matter now.

Things are getting clearer now.

Thank you for letting me realise something today.

We're better off this way.

We should not turn back and be how we used to be.

This is the best for both of us.

Thank you for being there for me when I needed someone.

And you were right for almost everything.

Thanks for the memories..

2011-11-03T01:16:00.000+08:00

Define Soulmate.

:|

2011-10-29T23:12:00.001+08:00

I...
Don't know what to say.
Maybe you hate me.
Maybe you're angry.

I.. nevermind.
I don't know what to say.

O.O

2011-10-29T21:44:00.002+08:00

It's time to make ammends, young lady.
Come on, You can do it.
Just pick up the phone and start calling and do the talking will do the trick.
Come on, Stop being a coward!

:(

2011-10-29T20:55:00.002+08:00

Indecisive
Confused
Low Self Esteem
Zero Confidence
Very Dependent
Fragile
Vulnerable
Feeling Useless
Broken

Should I seek for help?
Or I should deal it on my own so that I will grow stronger?

2nd Option doesn't seem to be better option.
Tried many times and yet failed.
Tried many times and yet problems occur again and again.
Talking to myself via Blog doesn't help too.

Got to have the guts and face the problem.
Come on, wake up!
Come on, stop punishing yourself like what Ms Shelby said to Quinn in Glee Season 3 Episode 2.
Come on, GROW UP like what Mr Shuester told Quinn in Glee Season 3 Episode 1.

I am still immature..
Sighh..

:O

2011-08-12T23:31:00.002+08:00

Like the lady said.

I always doubt about it.

I shouldn't let it affect my mood to study

Stay Strong Miaw! :)

:D

2011-08-09T00:10:00.000+08:00

Optimistic

Happy

Cheerful

Active

Here I come!!!! :D:D:D

O.O?

2011-08-07T03:08:00.002+08:00

Should I or Shouldn't I?

Things haven't really work out properly.

Maybe it's time..

Crappp

2011-07-25T01:40:00.001+08:00

What will you do when you feel like crap?

Seriously, I feel like crap.

Crap. moody.. =.=

Crap

2011-07-25T00:38:00.001+08:00

Crap crap crap.

Why does it have to happen when I'm about to go Singapore? :(

Boohhooooooooo...

It is not a wasted tears

2011-07-16T17:47:00.002+08:00

Here I am.

Blogging with my tears falling down.

Heart broken, almost shattered.

I know it sounded worst.

But don't you worry.

I'll be fine.

If I feel bad for them,

what will he feel about it then?

Shouldn't he be more sad than me?

It is all his hardwork.

2 years of hardwork tuning and fining the choir and yet lost to other teams for 2 years in the same competition..

Talked to him and yet he's still fine with it.

Juniors cried, I heard.

Yet he still has the strength to pull them up and cheer them up.

I really salute and admire him for being very capable.

You, are a great conductor.

And I hope the experience of being a CHS CHOIR Conductor will not stop you continue to be a conductor, a leader.

All the best to you in life! :)

Rock on!

Bad Habit

2011-07-16T02:23:00.001+08:00

Yeap.

I have bad habits.

Making people wait.

Geez..

I better get rid of this super bad habit before it stays on forever.. D:

July..

2011-07-13T00:03:00.003+08:00

July dislikes me.

I think.

First, I got some probs with BF.

Secondly, I fell down into a drain and sprained my wrist.

Thirdly, I drove mum's car and accidentally drove over the cone.

Fourthly, I got diarrhea because of oily food.

I wonder how bad can it be?

:))

2011-07-05T01:44:00.002+08:00

Job of being a Teacher.

Never give up hope in your Students.

Job of being a Helper.

We Help because We believe in ourselves and We believe in You.

S-T-O-P

2011-06-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

Stop!

Stop being such an asshole!

=.=

Maybe it's me..

2011-06-22T00:42:00.004+08:00

I think I'm the one with problems.

I can't accept things the way it is.

Oh great!

For the first time, The Star Newspaper's Horoscope is correct.

This week is gonna be a bad week for me where things doesn't work out the way I wanted it to be..

Geeeeeeezzz.......

Failed to achieve most of my Mission 2011.

How pathetic it is!

No point complaining when things had already happened.

This is just great.

G-R-E-A-T!

=.=

May

2011-06-10T00:50:00.002+08:00

The Month of May = Most Awesome Month of the Year :)

Why is that so?

It is because, I went to Australia for 2 week trip! :D

How cool is that? :P

Hehehe..

Why all of the sudden trip?

It started off like this..

My Close Friend who is in Australia going to celebrate her 19th Birthday.

As you know me(maybe you don't),

I always have crazy ideas or fantasies running through my head when it comes to relation of someone who is dear to me..

So, I thought that since I can't get her a present, maybe I can do something surprising?

And so, brain cells worked hard and a plan had popped up!

While I'm getting very excited and hyper about the plan, one problem popped up!

Will my parents allow me to fly to Australia?

And Who is going to pay for my Expenses?

These are two BIG PROBLEMS.

When I think that this plan is not going to work anymore,

It just feels so bad and sad.

But yet my heart insisted that there's Hope that this plan will somehow work.

And so, one day I approached Grace and told her about my plan.

She agrees on it, because she wants to fly to Australia to visit our collegemates!

We suppose to purchase our Air Ticket during Mid of March.

However I haven't ask my parents about this.

I have no reason to tell them why I wanted to Fly to Australia.

Then, I thought of my Cute Bubbly Little Niece!

I'll visit my niece too when I'm in Australia!

That's a Major Awesome Plan!

But, how am I going to ask them?

In the end, I approached Dad and ask him will he object me going on this trip.

He replied "I wouldn't object I suppose.. Ask your Mum first."

Then I received a Text from Grace that AirAsia is having Promotions.

So, I have to ask Mum immediately.

Then After a talk with mum, Mum said yes XD

to be continued.... :)

:D

2011-05-10T01:20:00.002+08:00

Okay, Sorry for not updating the blog for AGES.

Anyway I'm cool with the immature guy.

I should have believe in my close buddy rather than believe in my nonsense reasoning.. (whatever you called it)

Haarrrhh.. :)

I'm satisfy now.

Don't worry, no matter what, you won't be down graded XD

Love you my dear! :D

You Always rock my socks off! :P

Take Care in Kangaroo Island! X)

Sorry for over-reacting! :(

幼稚

2011-04-23T21:30:00.005+08:00

说实话, 即使你有目的或没有目的都好, 我是不会去理你耍的花招。
你, 实在太幼稚了。比我想象中更糟糕。

我，无论如何都无法原谅你。
你可能会想，有这样的必要吗？
我的答案是有这样的必要。
万一，以后你又来打扰我，或打扰我身边的人，那就可不好了。

你现在已开始和我的好友联络。
说真的，我没权力阻止你们联络。
算你好运，我还没告诉她我们之间的事情。
可是我觉得，如果她听了我们之间的事情，她应该是会帮我的。

但如果你能把她的心从我手中抢走的话，我这一世人是不会和你做朋友了。
我也只好让我的好友降级而已。

如果你是没有阴谋的话，那请你远离我的世界。
你是一个这样无聊，无理取闹的人。

两个字送你，
幼稚！

Lost

2011-04-12T22:47:00.000+08:00

What are your wants?
What are your needs?

What are they in life?

What do I want to achieve?
What do I want to be success in?

I have no idea. :(

I'm lost in the jungle again. :\

:)

2011-03-28T23:03:00.002+08:00

I'm glad.

Glad of what?
I'm glad that we're on texting terms again at the moment.

I'm glad that I can ask you how are you..
I'm glad that I can know what's going on with you.. :)

Take care yeah

The Personality test I done online

2011-03-25T01:17:00.001+08:00

The Dreamy Idealist
My TypeMy CareerMy LoveMy Happiness
Dreamy Idealists are very cautious and therefore often appear shy and reserved to others. They share their rich emotional life and their passionate convictions with very few people. But one would be very much mistaken to judge them to be cool and reserved. They have a pronounced inner system of values and clear, honourable principles for which they are willing to sacrifice a great deal. Joan of Arc or Sir Galahad would have been good examples of this personality type. Dreamy Idealists are always at great pains to improve the world. They can be very considerate towards others and do a lot to support them and stand up for them. They are interested in their fellow beings, attentive and generous towards them. Once their enthusiasm for an issue or person is aroused, they can become tireless fighters.

For Dreamy Idealists, practical things are not really so important. They only busy themselves with mundane everyday demands when absolutely necessary. They tend to live according to the motto “the genius controls the chaos” - which is normally the case so that they often have a very successful academic career. They are less interested in details; they prefer to look at something as a whole. This means that they still have a good overview even when things start to become hectic. However, as a result, it can occasionally happen that Dreamy Idealists overlook something important. As they are very peace-loving, they tend not to openly show their dissatisfaction or annoyance but to bottle it up. Assertiveness is not one of their strong points; they hate conflicts and competition. Dreamy Idealists prefer to motivate others with their amicable and enthusiastic nature. Whoever has them as superior will never have to complain about not being given enough praise.
Get career advice for the Dreamy Idealist

As at work, Dreamy Idealists are helpful and loyal friends and partners, persons of integrity. Obligations are absolutely sacred to them. The feelings of others are important to them and they love making other people happy. They are satisfied with just a small circle of friends; their need for social contact is not very marked as they also need a lot of time to themselves. Superfluous small talk is not their thing. If one wishes to be friends with them or have a relationship with them, one would have to share their world of thought and be willing to participate in profound discussions. If you manage that you will be rewarded with an exceptionally intensive, rich partnership. Due to their high demands on themselves and others, this personality type tends however to sometimes overload the relationship with romantic and idealistic ideas to such an extent that the partner feels overtaxed or inferior. Dreamy Idealists do not fall in love head over heels but when they do fall in love they want this to be a great, eternal love.
Get relationship advice for the Dreamy Idealist

Adjectives which describe your type: introverted, theoretical, emotional, spontaneous, idealistic, dreamy, effusive, pleasant, reserved, friendly, passionate, loyal, perfectionist, helpful, creative, composed, curious, obstinate, with integrity, willing to make sacrifices, romantic, cautious, shy, peace-loving, vulnerable, sensitive, communicative, imaginative

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2011-03-22T00:44:00.001+08:00

It's easy to get lost.
But it ain't easy to find the way back.

Now which road should I be taking?
I need more sunlight.
It's too dark here, I can't see a thing.

Ironic

2011-03-21T01:04:00.001+08:00

... ... ... ...
This is why we are humans.

I find it funny and sad at the same time.
We tend to hurt ourselves just to make ourselves feel better.
Ironic isn't it?

We hurt ourselves by choosing the opposite direction.
In other words, we self-tortured ourselves so that other people feel better.

We're such funny people... ...

I said I don't have feelings for you.
Yet I'm so emotional when I hear no words from you.
I chose the opposite way is because I want the best for you.
But not the best for me.
Anyway, best of luck for you :')

:)

2011-03-21T00:40:00.001+08:00

Sharing a Video
Hope you'll enjoy! :D

Natural Disaster

2011-03-13T21:06:00.002+08:00

People,
Let's pray for the Japanese that suffered from the after effect of tsunami and earthquake.

I hope that for time being, they'll have shelter to keep themselves safe.
I hope that they have sufficient food and water to survive until more aid can be given to them.
I hope that the radiation rain drops will not fall on them or anyone else.
I hope that they can find back their love ones.

Please please please, no more disasters. :(

It's March!

2011-03-02T22:14:00.002+08:00

Uh-oh!
It's March already!

I've wasted so much time..
I better get my engine going!

Go Go Gambateh! :)

P.S: I miss my dearest kawan in Aussie. You take care alright? :)

:)

2011-02-24T22:43:00.004+08:00

You know what?
It's good to be on track again.
Well, I am currently getting on my track to travel down again :)

Hopefully that I won't get lost in the jungle again! X)

Please enjoy this Video ;)

Lost

2011-02-22T21:36:00.001+08:00

I'm lost again.
Gahh.. It is so not fun to be lost again. D:

What do I want in future?
Should I dream big?
Or should I dream small?

Nothing is easy in future..
:O

I really enjoy dancing.
Should I pursue in it?
But I ain't good though :\

2011-02-20T14:50:00.002+08:00

Things, never go as we planned.
Things, never go as we wanted.

Fate, Destiny, Do you believe in them?

Lil' Lily :D

2011-01-23T23:31:00.002+08:00

Niecey is here in Malaysia! :D
And it's her second day in this hot country X)
She's been a good girl, Yes she is :D
Pooping, Peeing, Kicking, Moving, Crying, Screaming and most importantly Smiling! :D

And she'll be good when her mama is with her..
Awwwww...... :)
At least it's a good thing.
When the kidnappers kidnap her, they cannot handle her crying.
Because she'll cry until she sees her mummy or hears her. :)
Awww....
So so cute.. :D

Enjoying my moments with her very much :D
HEHE XD

<3 you very much, Lil' Lily :)

Gahh..

2011-01-22T23:38:00.001+08:00

It's only the first night.
I miss my room :(

I dislike bro's room though D:
Gahh.. Maybe I'm not used to the environment.
But the room keep me sneezing nonstop.
That's bad.
Looks like I'm getting my fust allergy soon!

OH NO.... :(
I don't wanna fall sick when Lil Lily is around me :(

Fingers Crossed!

Stuck in Thoughts

2011-01-13T20:51:00.003+08:00

Maybe this is not what I wanted to do in future.
I think it maybe is one of my wish-to-do-list.
For now, you were half right about my intention.
I'm not focus yet.
I hope everything will turns out well after I have a confirmation of which university I'm going to enter.

For now, I'm floating in the air, motionless.
I don't know where to land down and continue walking.
Geez.. I really need some guidance.

My sky looks cloudy.
I have no idea what's the colour of my true sky is.
Black or White or Colourful?
I have no idea.
I have forgotten how the sun looks like.
I'm losing my way into the darkness.
Where the darkness with no existence of moon or any sign of light.
Pitch Black.

Looking Back

2010-12-25T21:03:00.002+08:00

As We travel along,
It's good that we stop at a point
And look back into the past.

These were my missions for Year 2010.
Well, I know it's short but these are the main ones.

Missions for 2010

1. Keeping you with me =)
2. Finish SAM in Taylors with good results min TER 85%.
3. Accomplish the Adam the Musical performances.
4. Score well in Ballet Exam (Grade 8 - min 80%), (Advance foundation if possible - min pass)

These Missions were set during January 2010

I failed to do the first one.
Well, things weren't the way it is.. So... we broke up.
Not that I'm surprise of it. :)

For the 2nd mission, I achieved it.
In Fact, I got TER 91.80% :D
Not Bad larh.. Heh

3rd Mission accomplished as well.
35 performances wasn't that hard after all. ;)
It was fun!
And I met awesome people in Adam The Musical too :D
They're really awesome, Love y'all! XD
Besides, I did more than 1 production this year.
Additional, Mamak Mee-Ah Musical :)
And SAM Charity Event.

4th Mission, I done half only though. :\
I did scored well for Grade 8, 82 marks. But I believe I could do better than that.
On the exam day, it was my worst-off-day ever. It was horrible.
And I stopped Ballet immediately after my Grade 8 exam.
So, I didn't manage to take the Advance Foundation exam. Rawr

Besides, this year I manage to catch more theatre production than last year :D
Which is awesome :D
Hehe
This is also another mission of mine which I set during May.

Even though year 2010 wasn't as great as year 2009,
But It wasn't very bad.
It was just fine. :)
Of course there are Ups and Downs.
And I must thank you all, for being there to light up my life.
Thank you for creating the Ups and Lend me a Hand during the Downs.
Because of you all, I've grown a little.
Because of you all, I know more.
Because of you all, I manage to survive through year 2010.
Thank you very much :)

Especially my besties,
They've been there for me like every day or every week!

Stephanie for being a great friend giving me wise advices.
You, always manage to open up my mind.
You, always gave me a different point of view.
Thank you very much :)

Yoon Leen for being an awesome friend to help me out.
You've always remind me about what I should take note.
You've always concern about my academics.
Thanks dear :)

Sze Geet for being my caring friend to listen me out.
You're always there whenever I needed you. :)
This year, though we're busy with our things,
In spirit, I know you're always by my side.
Thanks Lou Po :D

The Adam The Musical Peeps:
Eewen for being a great big sister giving me advices.
You're an awesome dancer and also singer!
You're very kind in the inside :)
Thank you for giving me a lift back home a few times.
Thank you for sharing me some real life stories and open my eyes.
Thanks :)

Alvin for being a Kai-pa giving me advices as well.
You're a very straight and frank guy :D
I'm glad to know you and Kai-ma, Karynn as well :D
I remembering you showing me the photos of you and Karynn X)
So sweet and cute and romantic! xD

Ky-Gan for being a wonderful God Brother.
Honestly speaking, I really enjoy Hanging out with you.
I learn alot of things from you.
Too much until I can't remember how many.
Thank you for getting me expose with things I never expose before.
Thank you for highlighting the importance of life and importance of being an adult.
Thank you for making me realise that how short life is and how joyful life could be.
Really, I can't thank you enough for the experiences :)

Wing Leong for being a happy funny guy.
I still remember your wedding. :D
It's really unique! Awesome-ness.
And also with your Hotate. Lolz!
Thank you for giving me the guidance as well. :)

There are too many people out there that I want to thank.
But I really really can't thank you enough for being such awesome people to be there for me :)
Thank you

Merry Chirstmas! :D

2010-12-24T20:13:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas to Everyone! :D
Have a Great Christmas!
Have a Joyful Christmas too! :)

It is very heart-warming to look at the wonderful decorations in the Shopping Malls ;D
They are so cute and awesome! Hehe

May God Bless You All! :)

Your True Colour

2010-12-17T19:01:00.002+08:00

I think I have finally break through the glass
and see your TRUE COLOURS.
It looks awful.
Really.
It is quite unexpected in some ways.
But.. I'm glad that I finally break through the glass and see your true colours.
Now I know who you are.

Very Self-Centred [full stop]

Fingers Crossed!

2010-12-13T22:26:00.002+08:00

Last year, I had prom night on my birthday.
It was not bad.
I received a HUGE TEDDY BEAR from 10 friends :D
And I was happy after that night ;)

This year, SAM results will be out on my birthday.
Oh my.
I cannot imagine how will my day be.
Negative images filled in my head when Yoon texted me that Results will be out on Thursday.
My world felt like as though as it turned upside down.
Oh no..
I'm not sure whether can I take it.
What if My results are horrible?
I just can't imagine it.
My whole day will be ruined. (well, I hope that I can recover fast from my emo-ness, in case I get emo over my results)

Fingers Crossed! X_____X

Birdy!

2010-12-10T22:30:00.002+08:00

Hey y'all!
Am here to update blog. Hehe
I went to Motor show yesterday.
It was good, well, not bad I meant.
Could be better, I think.
Mazda didn't have their booths there. :(
Ish ish.
Anyway, Honda impressed me very much.
They introduced a new machine (I forgot the name) based on the techno on Asimo.
OMG, It's a chair (sort of), and it allows you to move everywhere you want.
You just sit on it and you won't fall off.
The machine will move to anywhere based on your body movement.
It's so convenient and such. It's so coooooool!
And and the Honda CRZ is sooo awesome XDXDXDXDXD
My goodness! <3
So that's about it for motor fair.

Besides, after that I made lasagna and carbonara.
It's kinda a failure though compare to last time.
Lasagna is too watery but tasty.
Carbonara is a success in terms of taste but lack of meat.
Oh well, as long as the Adamites enjoyed themselves for the meal.
I'm satisfied :D

Adamites went and catch Birdy @ KLPAC!
It was awesome! Michael and Jon are great!
Really! OMGosh, I'm so so amazed! :DD
Great acting! Thumbs up!! :DDD
After that we went to Devi's corner for supper.
We took some pictures and we talked alot.
We had fun!
That's just so great :)
I arrive home at about 1am. Opps X)
That's very late. But it's worth spending time with people who are older than you.
Really! I enjoy it very much :))
Hehe

Ballet Class

2010-12-09T10:12:00.002+08:00

Yeap. I am going to talk about my ballet class.
Starting of the class, I didn't really manage to warm up much D:
So, during the barre work, everything was crappy.
Yucks!
But I did try to push myself through.
Saw Izzie in class too.
She's like, Wow!
She's great larh.. Flexible, strong, and everything.
Well, I'm sure one day I can be like her too ;)

We did pirouttes. And advanced girls have to do double turns.
When I first heard this I was like D:
omg, single turn I also couldn't really manage well and now double turns?
Ohh kay.. let's give it a shot.
And who knows? I did it well :D
Well, except the balancing at the end.
But I can spin well, fast and double turn felt like it's easy!
I'm amazed with my own ability. I didn't expect myself to be able to do it.
It's a good sign somehow in some ways :D
It means that I'm somehow catching up.
But my pointe work and allegro are still yucky and stinky D:
Gotta do more stretching and strengthen my muscles :D
Gambateh, Miaw! :D

And and I noticed another thing.
I have a crooked right foot.
That's why my pointe work sucks. :((
My left foot is great in point work. This is something that I'm happy for :D
But right fooottt, gahhhhh.... :(((
Well, gotta add oil! :D
Getting back into ballet class is just feels good X))
Heh

Another awesome week!

2010-11-27T03:33:00.005+08:00

Awesome Week,it is! :D
Yeappy yeap!

Monday work. Nothing much.
Supposingly to go and catch The Lesson & The Chair with Queky Duck.
But he was toooooooooooo busy =.=
Ended up did not go.

Tuesday work.
I started dance classes again.
Was so excited, hyper up! Heh
Unfortunately, half way through the class.
I almost pass out. Geez.. Sucha Jelly. D:

Wednesday work too.
Went to watch The Lesson & The Chair with JYee.
It was good. Very very good.
The actors and actresses was awesome. Really!
After that, we went mamak makan.
Reach home about 12 something.
We just couldn't stop talking. Too many things to talk about.
Woww.... it was fun larh..

Thursday work.
Went to watch The Ruler with Adamites.
JLing, MamaBoo, Wing, KGan, Herne, Karynn (kai-ma) and I sat at the last row.
Saw Murphi as the sound guy. Hehe
Alvin(kai-ba), Sham, Johan, Shahila, Paul(great dancer!) they are good on stage.
Johan acting the princess, I can't stop laughing! LMAO! Lolz!!
Paul was so sexayyy! ;)
Glad to see them again :D

Friday work too.
I was so tired in the day. D:
At night, I went to the Wolf's Partay at MAP-White Box.
Sucha great place. Awesome-ness!
The party too! Not bad ;) Had lots of fun with the Adamites.
Wing, MamaBoo, Eewen,KGan, Tabby & I went.
Saw Tony there :) Long time no see! *hugs*
We party hard, we rock it hard too :D
It is so funny with those things we done. Funnneh! :D
After party, we went Tutti Frutti. ;)
It's Yummeh! We had Vanilla, Chocolate, Rasberry, Green Apple.
NICE NICE NICE :D

After that we went back. :)
Drove KGan to his place, cause he drank alot but he's not drunk and you know larh..
Police road block :O
And I didn't drink much, so I drove him back since he's the one that drove me to MAP.
We went to various petrol station trying to pump oil.
Tried Shell, tried BHP semua dah tutup. It was after 1am already.
Then we tried Petronas. Luckily it's still open if not we're gonna push the car from Segambut to Bangsar South. O_O
OMG! Don't ask me to push it when I'm in my 4 inch heels :P
So yeah.. On the way back from Mont Kiara to Bangsar.
I'm sure it's my super duper worst driving ever.
Lemme remind you, I was driving KGan's car. XD
I almost scratch his car with the small trees when we're coming out from MAP. (I'm sure that I'm not going to scratch but he was like "Wooi!!!" and I was like "What?") Lolz
Then at the round about, this is my fault, I admit it.
I'm pretty sure that the car coming is slow and quite a distance, so I masuk the round about.
KGan was like "Hey Miaw! Look out! You arh.. Never do that again!"
Then I notice that I was driving in between the lanes (because KGan shocked me and I lose focus on driving) and the Myvi was just at our back, trying to kiss KGan's wira butt.
I quickly signal and go one side. Then the Myvi vroom its way to somewhere else.
For that moment onwards, kena lecture from KGan.
"Life is precious, never threw it away just because of an accident."
Yeap, what he said was true, make sense, logic.
KGan, you're such a wise and decent guy. *nods shake nods*
Reached home at 2. Slept at 330. Heh
Fun awesome night! Let's party again and dance all night ;)

(edited)
Saturday, not working! HEHE
Went Taylors to return library book.
Went dance classes for 3 hours.
Danced 2++ hours and I told Ms Ho that I wanna take a break.
Today my point is good, that's what Ms Ho said ;D Hehe
Am going for movie later! Unstoppable @ 915pm

That's all for now.
Moral of the Friday night incident,

Everybody, please drive safely on the road yeah! :)

Just A Dream - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie

2010-11-22T18:16:00.000+08:00

Awesome Music! :)
Long Live Sam Tsui! :D

Awesome Week

2010-11-21T00:03:00.003+08:00

Yeap, It is consider as an awesome week!

Monday, it was last day of exam.
Then It was prom night.
It was okay, not too bad but still prefer last year's.

Tuesday, went out with the girls & 1 boy.
It was fun.
We had yummy lunch! :D
YL,Grace,We, Brand & I went Mid Valley.
We went shopping and it was great to shop!
Spent RM109 in FOS. Got 5 tops and 1 skirt.
In total, I spent RM147 on that day.

Wednesday, supposingly to go out with Steph & CYY.
But because of some misunderstanding and such,
Ended up went out with Steph & KF.
We went shopping too.
Helping KF to look for his tops and such.
We had Sushi Tenshi (I think that's the name).
And we also had Baskin Robbin before we head back home :)
In total, I spent RM36 on this day.
At night, Steph had dinner with my family before she head back home.
We better plan our sleepover soon! ;D

Thursday, I started working on this day.
Meet 4 new friends.
They're quite friendly and helpful.
But, the job is boring D:
=X I better survive for the whole one month!

Friday, working again.
Nothing very interesting on this day.
Except Pasar Malam :D
Nothing much also, just that I had Chee Cheong Fun ;)

Saturday, went to work again.
Luckily I'm working only for half day :D
After work, I drove to Puchong to meet up with SGeet :D
Oh, I got lost. Haha~!
I find it amusin to get lost on my way to puchong.
Darn~.. I took the wrong junction and it lead me to LDP.
So, I came out from somewhere in Subang.
I have no idea where the heck I am.
Wanted to U-turn but the road is not design that way =\
So, I just follow the cars and lorries to go around.
Ended up, I came out to the LDP highway! :D
Came out Puchong Perdana.
Called SGeet for road direction.
So paiseh, have to mafan her mum to drive over and lead the way out. Lolz!
Sorry, I memang cha. Don't have GPS also.
We met up then we headed IOI Mall.
Had yummy lunch and we chat alot!
My gosh! It's been more than 1 year I didn't have a real talk with her!
After lunch, we went shopping! HEHEHEHE
I was searching for a cardigan or a small top.
We went into various shops and also MNA.
I almost get a cardigan from MNA that cost RM59.90-RM69.90
Quite expensive right?
[Luckily I didn't get it. Cause I got a small top from Amour (in IOI Boulevard) for RM17.90
It's quite nice :D Quality also not bad :)]
Then we went into Summit Signature that sells shoes.
FYI, it's made in Malaysia.
SGeet and I had our eyes on a few pairs of heels.
Ended up, I got a pair which cost RM98.90 that is after 10% discount.
It's 4 inch ++ heels :D
It's expensive, I know. But I really like it.
FYI, I hardly get to buy the heels that I really like.
So, I think it should be fine X)
Then we got McFlurry Oreo from McD.
We did some camwhore. X)
Then we went to IOI Boulevard for the boutiques.
We went to get the Famous Egg Tart from TK, It's yummy but exp. RM1.60 each
Then, guess what? We Saw Rainbow and Round Moon in the evening!
OMGosh! It's beautiful.
I'm very surprise with the Rainbow! It wasn't raining at all(before and after)!
Ahhhh! What a nice day! XDXDXDXD
Then we went to SGeet house to get some water supply and Jackets.
Cause, We're going to catch a movie! XD
Skylines at 9pm in IOI Mall.
I find it hilarious that we went into IOI Mall 2 times in a day. Haha!
Anyway, it was fun and exciting day.
I am so happy! Really! XD
In total, I spent RM181 on this day.
Hehehehehe XDXD

This whole week outing, I spent RM364.
Wowww... D:
More than half of my pay(RM500) is gone. Lolz!
Oh well, at least I had fun! :D

Moved

2010-11-20T00:59:00.002+08:00

Dear readers,
I've moved to a new blog.
With more updates, I hope.
And it'll be more of sharing thoughts.

Of course, I'll update this blog from now and then. (because I love this blog)
Just that it won't be that often anymore :)

Rock on People! :D

Helping out :)

2010-11-18T01:06:00.001+08:00

I Support Chee Li Kee

Selfish

2010-11-16T20:47:00.001+08:00

It's my decision.
I choose not to spill things to you.
You will not get it.
Trust me.
I know.

*zip*
Nothing is spilling out.
Even if the jug is full.

X)

2010-11-16T11:14:00.003+08:00

I miss my blog very very very much! :D
The place where I blah things out. X)

Anyway, SAM programme is over.
Say bye bye to pre-U and say hello to temporarily holiday! :D
Last night Prom night was fine.
I still prefer last year prom night though :D
though I like my dress better this year.
Steph and I was talking abt it. Hehe
Last year prom night was on my bday,
AND not forgetting I got a New Friend to bring back home XD
Yeap. This was the one :D
MY FIRST HUGE TEDDY BEAR PRESENT from 10 choir people :D:D:D
It was very sweet of them X)
Awww... Till now am still loving to touch it's fur. Hehe
Hugging one teddy bear = hug 10 people, so good right? XD

So yeap, I think that's all for now.
Heading out to Mid Valley! ;D
SHOPPPPPPPPPPINNNNNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I must Tell The world :D

2010-11-02T00:31:00.003+08:00

Yes Yes.
I have a confession!

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Yeap. You heard me.
I LIKE STEP UP MOVIES VERY MUCH!!!!!
AWESOME-NESSSSSSSS!!!!!!
They are way better than HSM.
Sorry HSM fans. I'm don't really like HSM.
Especially the story line. :O

Step up, rock on! Can't wait for the Step up 4 XD

:)

2010-11-01T21:05:00.002+08:00

Okay, before this I have things to update.
But I didn't manage to update.
So here it goes.

Maybe I was too sensitive and such (I don't think I am).
Probably it was a temporarily "so-called-cold-war" between us.
But this is something I have to admit.
I like the way we are now. :)
It's just nice, cooling at the same time warm.
Thank you for your concerns from time to time.
Few questions or few sms-es are enough for me.
At least I feel that I am someone to you.
Now, this is something I like.
I won't ask for more and I'll try not to be greedy.
This is just nice. Thank you.
Btw, It's not that I don't like to compromise.
It's just that like I stated in the previous post.
I'm a person who will do something for the person who is dear to me. :)

P.S: Nobody know who this person is except me.

So, that's the update I wanted to do few days ago.
Now latest update.
ESL, Habis. D:
Can I not say goodbye to Big Apple?

Let the War Begins!

2010-10-31T20:49:00.003+08:00

Warriors! Let's Fight! :D
All the best and Survive till the end!
Fight well and the reward will be great too! :D

Hmm.. Sometimes I wonder whether is it possible..
D: Hopefully it is possible :D
Gambateh yo!! :D:D:D

Awesome day!

2010-10-25T18:48:00.001+08:00

Spent the awesome lunch and evening with the crazy people XD
Miss these people very much!
Butterfly, Froggy and KFC. :D
Glad that today manage to catch up with these crazy people.
Haha! XDXDXD
Love you guys very much!
Let's catch up again during Holidays! :D

<3 these besties X)

It's..

2010-10-20T22:39:00.002+08:00

Some things are meant to kept at heart.
Things that are precious and meaningful to us.
Yes, I mean it.
And I keep this one thing in my heart.
However, this thing failed me a few times.
I think I have to blurt it out so that it won't be kept in my heart anymore.
It's not as precious and meaningful to me as before..

I don't like you.
I really don't.
This is because I love you.
I tried to protect you from you hurting yourself.
I tried my very best to compromise.
But it seems that you're starting to take advantage of me compromising.
Somehow, it hurts in some ways to know that I don't really matter to you.
Maybe it's time to take back what's mine and return you what's yours.
We were not meant to be.
We're both different people from different world.
I should have chosen to keep the distance between us.
I should have not follow my six sense at the first place.
I knew we will come to an end.
Sigh.. My decision is always wrong.

Thank you for all you've done.
Soon, it's time to say goodbye.
I'm sure you'll meet better people.
Till then, I wouldn't mind if you have forgotten me.
Cause I don't want to carry these memories along with me.
Good Bye and Take Care!

P.S: Nobody know who is this person except me.

:D:D

2010-10-14T21:18:00.002+08:00

Hey hey, yes you!
Did I tell you that my Carbonara is a success? :D:D
Yeap, you heard me right!
GG, We we, and Yoon and of course! Not forgetting Karl, they all liked it.
It's my first time doing it, and yeah! It's a success! :D
Mum likes it too :D:D

I think I'm starting to like cooking.
Hehe

Anyway short updates.
We've done the right thing.
We confronted you just to let you know that we care about you.
We confronted you face to face because we have guts
(UNLIKE SOMEBODY WHO HAS NO GUTS TO REVEAL ITS OWN IDENTITY TO CONFRONT ME AND SO LIFELESS) sometimes I really wonder does that person stalk my blogs everyday. Nothing to do ke? Hmmm.. Eh, ada apa tak suka, discuss larh. If you really hate me so much, it will not bring you anywhere. Besides, If you don't tell me who are you, how the heck am I going to know you hate me or dislike me very much? Right?
Niways, Yeah.
We got the guts to confront you face to face.
Problems are now starting to be solved.
I think we could work more with it.
But still, please mind your own business first :)
Hopefully things will go on well :))

:(

2010-10-10T22:18:00.002+08:00

I miss my niece.
I want to see my niece.
I want to hug my niece
I want to play with my niece.
I want to kiss my niece.
I want to take care of my niece.
I want to learn to change her diaper.
I want to cuddle my niece.
I want to take pictures of my niece.
I want to take pictures with my niece.
I want to give my niece a piggy back ride.
I want to give my niece a present.

Looks like I can only do all these during January.
Sigh. :(
Oh well, I'll wait for my turn. :D
And she'll be mine when I see her >:D
Muahahahahahaha!!
Love you niece X)

With lots of love,hugs and kisses,
Aunty Miaw from M'sia.

Speechless

2010-10-08T21:25:00.003+08:00

I, have nothing to say.
I am too angry and too pissed to say anything.
You really annoys me.
I have been patient enough with your annoyance.
If it is related with something important,
I am fine with it.
But you are just there at the wrong place at the wrong time!
Please don't make me hate you.
~Hate is a strong word,
but I really really really don't like you.~
You are not stupid nore dumb.
You're tooooooo curious and you care about other people's business which are minors.
Please settle with your own business before you care about other people's?

Sometimes, I don't dare to hate you because I think,
Why will I meet people like these?
Is it because the Greater Gods are sending the mirrors for me to see?
But for your case, I really really reflect myself with this mirror many times.
More than the fingers and toes, really!
I could not see myself in it.
It's a totally different person in the mirror.
Before today, I doubt myself about my answer.
After today, I am sure that my answer for myself is correct.
You are not my mirror, and I am so not like you.
Therefore, you are the causes of the problem.
Not me, Not us.

P.S: 4 mining factories coming soon in Malaysia, if you get what I meant.

Short + Sweet

2010-09-30T23:41:00.008+08:00

1 Month to finals! D=
Okay, that's not the main point over here.

Today I went to watch Short + Sweet Musical 2010!
It's really awesome.
It's beyond my expectation!
I'm amazed :D
Malaysia really have lots of talented people.. :)

Besides, I saw The Kaki Blue People! :D
Dylan, Elaine, Ain, Dayana, Tapai, Shahila..
And I also saw a few Adamites! x)
Sandra, Malik, Ky-gan, Lex..
It's good to see them again :D
Heh

By the way, if you're interested to watch Short + Sweet Malaysia 2010,
Please go to this website and get more information!

SHORT + SWEET MALAYSIA

Facebook, they do have the event page :)
SHORT + SWEET MUSICAL 2010
SHORT + SWEET DANCE 2010
SHORT + SWEET THEATRE 2010
Check out the dates and Go support! :D
We should support local productions! ;)

signing off.

What a day..

2010-09-29T22:47:00.002+08:00

Today is a satisfying day.
Despite the results I got from trials.
Let's forget about it for now. :D

Glad that I brought Yoon to my place.
She done her work while I'm doing Pork Lasagna.
Why Pork Lasagna?
It's because the Sri Kota near my place doesn't sell minced Chicken.
That's why Pork Lasagna.

These are the ingredients needed to prepare Lasagna.
But there are 2 major sauce that is needed to be prepared.
Red sauce and White sauce.
Red Sauce's Ingredients:
Butter, Salt, Garlic, Ginger, Onion (optional), Carrot (Optional), Tomato (Optional), Spaghetti Sauce
White Sauce's Ingredients:
Butter, Fresh Milk, Wheat Flour, Salt

After preparing these sauces, and there goes your lasagna!
And oh oh Do not forget about your eggs and also LOTS OF LOTS OF Mozerella Cheese
Yummy yum! :D

Thank you Yoon for helping out here and there X)
Hehehe.. Will treat you with the Lasagna tomorrow :D

After doing the Lasagna, we set off the Connaught's night market.
It was raining. T_T
Not heavily though.. Phew..
Btw, Yoon got herself alot of things from the night market.
We spent nearly 3 hours there Including eating and shopping.
It's fun to spend time at Connaught Night Market with friends.
Mr & Mrs P, Grace, Mosquito, Brand, "Cha Li" and also S.Fen went.
We sat at the Char Kuey Teow Stall makan and chit-chatting.
It's fun to criticise Mosquito. Haha!
He memang boleh criticise, I tell you.

Ahh.. I had Rojak, Char Kuey Teow, Special Roti Canai.
It's a very filling dinner and also Yummy! ;)
Glad that we had fun :D:D
Hope to do this often! X)

Lantern Nights

2010-09-27T00:24:00.003+08:00

It's been ages I did not play lanterns.
Luckily, my primary mate, LRT told me that PJ Old town is having mooncake festival.
At first was lazy to go because It was raining.
But was thinking, "Ahh.. Better catch up with him now incase there's no next time."
So I told him yes, and I went.
Driving in the rain is horrifying.
My goodness D:
Anyway, we chat and eat Sundae Lime in McD.
And of course, most importantly, we played lanterns :D

These are the lanterns :)

Ahh.. It does bring back some memories...

Last 3 days..

2010-09-26T11:23:00.005+08:00

Thursday night, catch up with Jeffrey my pet bro.

We went to Chao Yang's Night market.
We discovered that both of us like Sam Tsui! :D

And then he showed me another person's acapella, forgotten his name though.

The songs of his not bad :D

It was jam when I was on my way there.. Look at the queue. O.O
It was sunset! :)

Friday evening, catch up with Chee Keong my long-time friend.
We went Gardens to celebrate his belated birthday.
Oh well, sort of.
Belated for more than a month?
Oppps...

Chicken soup from Zen Express Soup

Yummy soup. X)
My Favourite! Gelatissimo :D

Saturday evening, catch up with Karluis my good friend.

Well, not really a catch up, but you can consider it as a catch up.

He asked me out just to direct him the way to KLPAC.

Lolz. He's attending the audition for some play in KLPAC, of course.

Before he send me home, we went Kanna and treat ourselves with yummy food!

Awesome-ness!

We had Roti Telur Planta, Roti Bom, Indo Mee, Mee Goreng tak mau pedas.

Service over there as usual, lousy.

But we couldn't help ourselves with the yummy food :D

Btw, Congrats Karl! You've been shortlisted for the Callbacks! ;)

This is Studio 5 on Level 3 @ KLPAC.

I really miss it lots.

Used to rehearsal in this Studio for Kaki Blue the Musical & Adam the Musical.

Good experiences and Good Memories :)
Glad that I see Joe, the Director on that day :D

Supposingly this Picture should have a smile like this =D
But because of the wind, the smile it's kinda ruined a little though =\
This is KLPAC :D

I am glad that I managed to catch up with these friends these 3 days =)

Of course not forgetting that during the Raya Break,

I did catch up with My Kai Gor, Waterwheel.

Glad that he's doing good in Taylors Hartamas ;)

Let's Gambateh together bro! :D

Trials Over! :D

2010-09-23T23:35:00.002+08:00

I'm glad that
Trials is Over!
But, Say buhbye to Apples.
Sigh.. Oh well..
What's done is done.
So, forget about it :)
Move on and prepare for FINALS >:)

I am so missing my niece..... :(
Am Loving the photos Sista and bro-in-law posted up.
Hehe.
I'm a lucky girl X)

:D

2010-09-18T12:03:00.002+08:00

I had a good dream today.
Can't really remember about it,
but it's definitely a good one :)

I received a good news today!
Big Miaw is safe and sound,
Heard from Mum,
Matty's shocked of the Asian baby crying sound.
Why?
According to mum,
It's super loud!
Hahaha!
All the best to Big Miaw and Matty in handling the baby job ;)
and
Let's welcome a new family member! :D:D

Hot but..

2010-09-13T15:24:00.003+08:00

Today's weather was very hot!
Been sweating like mad.
It reminds me of high school though.
Stucked in the hot and humid room.
Anyway, eventhough weather was freaking hot,
But the skies were clear blue.
Me likey X)
These are the view from my window..

This is one of my neighbour.

You can hear kids screaming from there!

Well, it does reminds me of when I was younger fighting with my eldest bro.

Haha!

Dad's Bouganvilla.

Quite a unique type of flowering tree.

When it comes to blooming season,

the lesser the leaves they have, the more flowers will bloom.

Interesting eh? :D

Reflection..

Nice? x)

So, these are the nice views from my window.

It maybe simple and ordinary,

but it is unique in its own way.

Sometimes I can see 2 squirrels chasing around.

However, sometimes I do see obscene scenes such as the male cat trying to make love with the female cat.

I find it funny when cats try to make love.

They fight and make love.

Yeah, you heard me.

Sometimes I can hear the "MEOW!" *runs runs*,

Then I'm sure that the offspring seasons for cats has arrived.

Oh no... I hate it when the kittens doesn't stop meowing in the middle of the night.

It is so creepy and scary!

Anyway, back to scenery :D

The scenery is ordinary yet unique

Same goes for Humans.

Everyone is unique in their own way ;)

signing off.

Is it my passion?

2010-09-13T11:38:00.003+08:00

As a growing teenager,
we always seek for what's our liking.
We always seek for challenges and experience new stuff.

As for me,
I sing and dance since I was 7.
Well, not in the public though, Lol.

These days,
I have been trying to focus on my trials,
which is in a week time. O.O!!
But, I find that I have been dreaming of doing performing arts.

Even in day dream,
or even in night dream,
It's all singing to the audiences,
It's all dancing on the stage.

And Today,
Someone wants me to play a role in the Short + Sweet Musical 2010,
Show dates are from 29th of Sept - 2nd of Oct.
But I couldn't.
How I wish I could split myself apart!
One stay at home and study,
another one go for rehearsals! :D
But oh well, we cannot be too greedy though :(
Sacrifices have been made,
I rejected the director. :(:(
Sigh.. It's not a sigh of relief.
Just because of Trials and Finals,
I can't do something that I really like.
But hey, to look on the bright side,
At least now I know that I cannot live without performing arts,
Right?

So, is it my passion?
Yes, it is.

You Memang Kawan I

2010-09-09T23:58:00.002+08:00

It's funny to say this.
We're better off as friends than anything else.
Serious.
You kawan yang honest.
I suka. :D

Well, I got lecture (indirectly) last night
and guess what?
Someone voiced out about my weaknesses.
Thank you for letting me know.
Well, it's better to know now than later. ;)
You amaze me everytime we chat.
That's awesome :D

Thanks by the way..

Taylor's Sri Hartamas

2010-09-08T23:08:00.004+08:00

Today,
I'm satisfied =D
I finally get to catch up with Waterwheel!
Awesome-ness!
We went Taylor's Sri Hartamas.
It's quite small, but it's niceeeeeee xDxD
And it's like north pole. ==

We had lunch, and we chat before we study.
It's great to catch up with him again.
Hehe
Glad that he growed up, mentally.
Well, I meant he's more mature than before. =)
It's great to talk and laugh with him again.
Keep in touch bro! ;)

Solutions

2010-09-08T22:58:00.002+08:00

Self-pity doesn't bring you further.
Self-blaming doesn't mean you're taking actions.
Self-regret doesn't mean the time will turn back.
Self-claiming doesn't mean you're great.

And it's really true that GreaterGods never fail me with obstacles and challenges everyday.
I am still going on and moving on.
UNLIKE YOU.

If It's a minor problem, leave it aside.
Focus on the bigger problem. =D
Just like what mousey's always do.
Be Optimistic!
Thank you for making me realise it.

Why

2010-09-08T00:42:00.002+08:00

Why??
Why do I bother when .....'s not mine anymore?
Why do I still care when ...... doesn't belong to me anymore?
Why?
What are you thinking miaw?
rawr

Why do I want to care?
...... has own freedom to mix with whoever ...... want to mix
slap slap
it's future
that's the past
wake up wake up
you're in reality
not in a game,
not in a dream.

we broke up already
and ...... can flirt with whoever ...... wants to flirt.
none of my business.
I'm the one thinks that she's better for ......
that's why broke up and everything.
Didn't I say that I'm over ...... already?

Hello..

2010-09-07T10:19:00.002+08:00

I'm here again
Been blogging lately.
Heh
I wonder whether is it a good thing or bad thing.
Hmmm..

Anyway, Supposingly today should have study date
But yoon's not feeling well. =\
Take care yeah!
She's a great teacher! =D=D=D
Thanks dear for teaching me.
Hehe..
and
Sorry If I'm a burden to you. =\

Today I'm gonna study alone!
Keep the nerd feeling in me Hehe
Last night went pubbing it was fun in a way,
but I wasted my study time alrd.
Now have to catch up!

See you guys around yeah! ;)

The One Thing

2010-09-05T15:19:00.002+08:00

That I Regret Most in this year
That is..
I done badly in my Grade 8 Ballet Exam.
Well, to others it maybe not very bad.
But to me, it is bad.
I got only 83marks which I expect at least 85 for myself.
Can I blame anyone for this?
Nope. Except myself.
It was my worst off day on that exam day.
It was the first time that I done the dances badly..
It felt like shit.

During usual classes, it was fine and it was alright.
Even on my off days, it wasn't as bad as the exam day.
Maybe you will be thinking am I too nervous on the exam day?
Well, the answer is
Nope, I wasn't very nervous on the exam day.
I was just fine, at least I manage to control the butterflies in the tummy.
But why??
Ish ish ish.
Felt like a loser.
Told mum about my results and my classmates results and she was indirectly complaining
Great.
She never know how I feel.
I wonder what will Miss Ho think?
I believe I let her down badly.
I always let her down when she has high hopes on me.
When she give up hopes on me, only then I will shine...?
I know she expects more from me, but sighh..
What's done is done.
Anyway, I had already quit ballet. =\

To look on the bright side,
I should feel grateful that I always done 120% in usual classes.
But sighh.. On the exam day, I only done 75-80% only.
Something is wrong with the muscles and everything.

a new scar left behind
again

Hmm..

2010-09-04T15:18:00.003+08:00

To achieve a long lasting friendship
It's not an easy task
Of course
Nothing in this world is easy
To achieve a long lasting friendship
Both party will have to go through the high and lows together
That is optional though
And also
Before building up a long lasting frienship
Have to know that whether is this the friend that you can tolerate with

A friendship can never work
Without tolerating
Without trusting
Without understanding
Without communication

We have to understand that
NO ONE IS PERFECT IN THIS WORLD
Therefore we cannot expect our close or good friends to be perfect
However
In order to make them perfect
We
As good friends or close friends of theirs
Should be their reminder or mirror to remind them of their weaknesses
Only then
They will improve themselves
And the friendship between both parties will be tighter and tighter

If you think that it is wrong to confront your partners of their weaknesses
Then the long lasting friendship may not able to last long
As there is no strong bond between both parties
If your partner is not willingly to accept it or cannot take it
Then it is too bad
It is a process of molding
Molding the Vase into a better shape
It is only a scratch of of here and there
It is a process of growing up

Now,
Why wait?
Go and let your friends know that
How awesome are they..
How bad are they..

Have a long lasting friendships! =)

Is it true?

2010-09-01T21:23:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I will be in dilemma.
Thinking about the friendships.
Are these true friendships that will last?
Are these real friendships that they make friends with you not because of you're beneficial to them?
Oh well.. Who knows?
Different people have different purpose.
To make it sound bad, different people have different motives.
D=
But I am sure of one thing for now.
Our friendship is real and true.
True friends will let you know that you've done wrong.
Real friends will not abandon you even when they don't need you.
Long lasting friendships will not last long if both side does not put in effort.

Ahh... Just be grateful of what you got now.
That's the most important thing.

Cheers! =)

Oh no!!

2010-08-31T20:37:00.002+08:00

Entering September.
Oh oh...
20 days to Trials!!
Dx Dx Dx
Shimata..!!
Really really have to grab hold of time now..
I have to squeeze in alot of things into my brain.
Well, I have to do my best.

4 more months to 2011.
Time flies and never wait for anyone
=\

P.S: Can't wait for the baby niece to come and join us in this world. =)
Any English name to suggest? ;P

Yay!

2010-08-31T01:59:00.001+08:00

Finally, I got a new skin for my blog.
Hehe.
Happy and satisfy with it =)
Spend about 2 hours to do it.
Not too long larh I suppose.
First time doing it without anyone's help.
Consider not bad larh..
Hehe

Anyway, Gotta focus on exam now!
=)=)

=)

2010-08-25T19:19:00.002+08:00

Dear all, my blog will be dead for the time being =\
Well, gonna work things out =D
So yeah.. Will abandon my "soul healer" for a while.
Sorry dear blog, I will come by and visit you soon!
I hope. =)

Anyway, Goood luck to those who's going to have exam soon!
Dear Muslim friends, Have fun during Ramathan month and also during the Raya!
and and All the best to PMR, SPM, A-Level, SAM people for the trial and also final exam!
=D

Good luck to all!

2010-08-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

Finally it's over.
But 1 month to exam.
Sheeeet.
Gotta start studying! =D

=\

2010-08-17T16:31:00.002+08:00

Today is an unpleasant day?
You can say that again.
It's not that I'm Having PMS or something..
It's just that even if you're done with your econs presentation
OR you're presenting it later,
Time is not for you to waste it like that.
Spent 1 and a half hour just to do a 10 minutes thingy.
I know right..
It's not that I want to exaggerate it or something,
but time is not for you to waste it JUST LIKE THAT.
You have the brains you have the time,
doesn't mean that I have,
doesn't mean that the others have it too.
=.=
You want fun?
Sure thing, not a problem.
AFTER we're done with our job, done with our things.
It's not that I like to be the leader, or taking control of everything.
It's just that it's beyong the limit.
YOU'VE CROSSED THE LINE.
Don't tell me that you will do nothing when someone crossed the line,
Right?
If you're smart enough, mature enough,
I'm sure you will know what to do.
I know waiting is tiring,
NOT ONLY YOU ARE THE ONE THAT'S TIRED.
Everyone is tired of waiting.
=.=

And I am consider being nice already.

O_O

2010-08-15T12:00:00.005+08:00

Busy week ahead awaiting me.
O_O
Accounts test tomorrow.
Rehearsal for charity concert show on Tuesday.
Economics Presentation on Wednesday.
Full Run for Charity concert show on Thursday.
Charity Concert Show on Friday.
Audition on Friday.

And I have to get the tickets for Waiting for the Godot for Karl and me.
Hmmm.. Time management strictly needed!!

Brain Memory card is needed Dx
My Gosh.

Reminder: 20/9/2010 is a dead meat day.

=D

2010-08-11T18:19:00.003+08:00

Eat Healthy,
Stay Healthy.

And of course, in order to stay healthy,
you have to exercise.
Please do not consume more than your body needed.

I am glad that I've been doing exercise. XD
Well, I've been going jogging + walking these days.
Hehe =D
Hope that I'll continuing doing it until don't know when
Heh =)

I missed Ballet and Dancing =(
They are my joy and also my workout =)
Since now I'm not doing ballet for the time being,
I'll replace it with jogging and walking then =D
Anyway, It's great to feel the muscle aches and being very sweaty again.
Since I stopped ballet, never been this sweaty again. =\

Anyway, Everyday is a new day.
And on the new day, we must learn new things or do new things.
=D

=D

2010-08-07T17:38:00.002+08:00

This is life-lah
Sometimes you will realise something,
and then you'll forget it.
Until you make the same mistake,
then you realise something again.

Life is all about reminding oneself what's the meaning of being alive.
"Lucky to be alive~!" Quote from Adam The Musical.
We should be lucky that we have today,
we have this moment.
Who knows the next second we might be gone forever.
*touch wood*
Until the next world.

Appreciation.
That's what he taught me.
After we lost it, then only we try to appreciate it.
How foolish we are, right?
We tend to take it for granted when it's just infront of us.
Sighh.. When will I learn?

Life is all about awareness and realisation.
Have you ever sit down in the park,
Listen to the wind blowing through your ears,
Feel the wind blowing your hair,
Watching the smiles on the tiny faces that's running around,
Old couples hand in hand walking pass you..
I realise that this world is naturally beautiful, peace and quiet.
Busy daily routines make you realise how ugly the world is, in a way.

Let's live life to the fullest.
Take things slow and easy =)
Most importantly, Have Fun!!

=)

2010-08-06T21:35:00.003+08:00

Inception.
1 word, awesome.
Moral values :
1. Dreams are not reality.
2. Don't get obsess over dreams.
3. Dreams can be made real if you want to achieve it.
4. Have to accept the fact that your love ones will leave us one day.

The Terminal
It is quite inspiring.
Moral values :
1. Determination takes you far. (but of course not stubborn)
2. Great friends willing to sacrifice for each other
3. Great friends willing to help each other
4. Being an honest and helpful person, people will respect you
5. Think out of a box
6. Don't be a too innocent person, people may take advantage of you.
7. Judge things according to situation.
8. Make full use of time and also yourself.

Hmm.. Now come to think of it,
Miss Doh did mention about choosing courses in future.
What course should I pick?
I'm still cracking my head though =(
This, noone can help me, but I'm the only one that can help myself.
A Path is chosen, and you must continue walking until you see another path.
If it's a dead end, It's either you have to turn back
OR wait for the developer to make a road for you.
Actuarial Science? I'll put that last.
Accounting & Finace? Hmm..
But I love maths. =D
I don't know why, I'm good in maths.
Or maybe I'm just lucky.. O.o?
Lolz.

=D

2010-08-05T23:44:00.002+08:00

Weee.. Movie day tomorrow.
Awesome-ness!
with who?
Collegemates.
Yippy Yayhoo! XD
Some of us will be Watching Inception;
some of us will be watching Salt.

Plans for weekend are temporarily packed at the moment.
Will be catching Always in Wonderland and Cuci the Musical.
Haven't get my tickets though.
Saturday having extra class. How boring =(

Reminder: Pain & Pleasure and also 20/9/2010.
Niiiiiiiights =D

Leona Lewis - I Got You (Official Music Video)

2010-08-05T19:06:00.000+08:00

Love this Song!

Is this song suitable for Prom night? Hmm...

Leona Lewis - Run

2010-08-05T19:04:00.000+08:00

Awesomeness!!! Love it!